saturdays

i don't really post much..especially this week.. but that is fine. Anyways. Every saturday, it seems like i work either 12-9 or 2-11..it wastes me whole day. =[ and every saturday is amazing weather. poop. I went on a run this morning. it felt good. I've realized, all along, i've been told running is mental, not all physical..and i never believed them.. but it is true, if your mind isn't tired, then your body won't be. it is just how it turns out. I think I'm going to start running a lot more. =]

I think tomorrow I am going to do something out of the norm. =]

I like change.

texas

its been a couple interesting days here..first night, we got here at 11, and then rushed to the hospital because of my brother..spent the night til 3 in the morning in the e.r. waiting to see whats happening..but thats all taken care of. =]
then the next day, we went shopping around here. Met some people. Then the second day, we spent the day on a ranch. We rode horses. mine was crazy! he wanted to do his own path..interesting..then we eventually got back..and the lady gave me some shorts to use to go swimming in..it was nice of her..we swam..then i fell asleep in the pool area and got burned. i woke up and went inside to play pool with my brothers. that was good. then we had dinner and went on a hay ride. it was pretty fun actually. i got to know this girl pretty well. she had a cute dog named bella. THe puppy was 9 weeks old. then we went back and had smores and such. they told us scary ghost stories. Then today we went to the caverns while my dad and stepmom went to the hospital or doctors because she had issues..then we went to the alamo..not nice people! ha. but eventually made our way back..then went to get dinner at 9..and it took a while to find this one sandwich place..we have cheese cake..but we are all full. its been a good day.
coming home tomorrow..kind of excited, but could be cool to stay longer. im ready to come home though.

haven't posted in a while, so i thought it would be a good time to.

well

yes it was all said and done..and it opened up doors for me..but i still don't know what to say..i say im over it and that it never mattered..but i honestly dont know how i feel..hm.

cartilage

so im thinking of getting my cartilage pierced tomorrow? idk yet..probably..maybe..but im scared it will hurt..its alright if it does i just want to do it..i want to get my septum pierced but i cant just go out and do it yet.my dad wants me to take small steps..
anyways..this past week..has been crazy! softball and school has taken my life...HA. =] i have all A's and B's except for one lousy class.chemistry..i told my chem teacher id try harder though. so i am now.

last night was scary but fun with guadalupe..scaring yourself is stupid but oh welll

lately..life has been flying by..i look at my grades and they are A's and B's with the exception of chem..it felt like yesterday my grades were so bad..what happened? anyways..work..its crazy..why do we need to work? ha. stupid question. today work went by fast since some managers werent there..i should probably be studying for tomorrows test..but ill pass it..lol. im so tired..and i just looked at the time..crazy! im ready for bed...but i have alot to do..so lately, ive been feeling better then i had been..its nice..
this morning..lizzy parked in front of me..and i was still in my car listening to music..and i was waiting for lizzy to get out..but she never did until i did...hmmm? i was hoping she'd get out first..hey lizzy guess what, since we have a game tomorrow, i can wear my jersey =] goodnight.

hm

lately..ive been in pretty weird moods..tonight was tough..but its better..i miss people..i really wanna talk to my friends who i havent talked to in a while..i miss them..ive been making so many decisions lately, and idk where im going with them..are they helping me out? or are they just there to make life more difficult? idk..i have alot on my mind..too much to deal with..

interesting...

a whole week off..and nothing to do..hm...what should i do? is the question im left with..well ill find things between work and such..i havent blogged in a while..theres so much in my mind..but i cant quite put it into words..hm..