soccer. bloody noses. fights. yellowcards.

its soccer.
at our game yesterday..it was going alright until then kneed me and followed through with their foot..way to give a bloody nose..ive had an on going headache and a bruise is appearing. ha, im glad that i was too stressed about my nose bleeding so that way i didnt have to think about the girl i wanted to punch. hahaha. and i dont understand why people ask, "are you okay?" when your hurt, cuz if you weren't hurt..there wouldnt be that question...haha. but the little girl, who was for the other team, was really cute. "are you okay? can i help? ill get you water!" she was sooo niiiiice. haha. oh man. but then felicia is amazing for starting a fight..haa. and we jsut got told today that we have a game tuesday...three games next week..sweet!

and work..oh gosh..these twins came in..maybe 8 years old..and one was checking the stuff, and the other one was bagging..me and betsy thought it was SO cute. they wanted to do everything. and then when i said bye to them, they were all, "wait..whats your name? can we be friends?" i said sure..but i never got their name haha. im a bad person! jk.

alrighty...i have work 3-11 tomorrow..so i need sleep! gnite!

man oh man

i love alot of taylor swifts new songs!
i cant get over this. =]

the song, forever and always, makes me happy.

Anyways..
maybe im doing too much lately..5 days of work, and 3 games..pretty crazy if you ask me..I need to sleep more..i have trouble waking up..i feel like its the end of the world if i wake up. haha. gah. that was a stupid arguement..
but work was funny..
nancy-"yeah my sister is making posuli"
me-"thats soo good!"
nancy-"yeah..hmm..you work tomorrow? im bringing you some."
me-"oh thanks nancy!"
nancy-"yeah. bye caberona!"
me-"come on, lets just be friends"


that was funny. i cant believe she was making fun of me in spanish though..ha.

alrighty. goodnight.

just a sense.

i feel so overwhelmed lately with all these feelings!
today was great. hung out with mikayla. and we went to camp for a bit and hung out with some people up there. i saw rachel finally.stole her christmas tree. saw a bunch of ladybugs! did you know that ladybugs carry other ladybugs on them? i didnt til i saw it!
Im so tired though from everything lately! I just want to sleep. Which i will soon. I have homework to do though tomorrow after work. Not too fun but oh well. My week is pretty much, school, soccer, and work, everyday. except two days i dont have work. Haha what a joy. =]
its nice being busy though. I just need to stay caught up.
Im in love with taylro swift songs. i cant lie.

what a dream world

"Don't go, don't go telling me you're alright
There's no room for getting uptight
Don't go saying that you're OK
When you're lonely"

hanson is stuck in my head..

I think prop 8 was the only thing I really was serious about for this election. It hit me today that it was passed..it hit me today that our country is CHANGING. I think its good. great. But prop 8 being passed was a huge mistake. I think its unconstitutional and come on now, even caesar in the roman days had a gay lover. Why cant we now? HIstory will repeat its self until we can all come to eaquality. Yesterday talking to some people who were pretty upset about it being passed was depressed. What do you say to that? How can american citizens take away their rights? its just leading back to rebellious people. Its like saying white and black are going to seperate again. We don't want that. But then again, im "just a kid" and my opinion doesnt matter to people. i think our country is not living up to its constitution. Why do we work hard for equlity for other countries yet we can lose our own dignity and put eachother down.

sorry im done on that..just having friends who are gay, it still affects me because they are too good of friends who are upset and hurt. but im done with it now.

I didnt come to class til halfway through..i was talking with lauren about my feelings haha. I was just upset i guess.

honestly

im sick of all this politics crap. we are never ever going to be happy with a decision. I realized i dont care as much as i did. everyone has their own opinion. Why care though? If you dont want anyone to get pissed at you, dont speak your mind. only speak it IF you can handle the feedback i guess. Idk. I think that this election is getting our generation pumped up because it will be affecting us soon. As for all that prop 8 crap, we all have our own opinions. I figured out stating my own opinion only pisses people off since they dont agree or consider me, "a bad christian" or something like that. fuck it dude, if they dont like my opinion, then they obviously dont matter. I think prop 8 should somehow let our generation vote because if we were allowed to, it wouldn't be passed. it effects OUR generation not our parents..so why let them decide our futures? Parents dont realize this though. I dont wanna argue with my parents on this because they will bring in how bad of a person i am for thinking of equality. yeah, not going that way!

SCREW POLITICS.

anyways..
Sf...it was actually fun. except the bird poop! then came back and went to soccer practice. i practiced with varsity, not jv. Then picked up galen. dropped him off..then picked my dad up..went home..and then i went over to a friends house to drop some stuff off. I dont understand how i always get in a fight with them..we just argue to make a point that is never made? I have seen the word, hypocrit, used a lot lately..maybe this WHOLE world are hypocrits..oh wellllllll. my leg is all bloody, well was...just all scratched up now..but Dee gave me some medicine stuff...stung like hell! She warned me but i didnt believe her. smart me..alright peace out..time to go shower

old school

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BplyI_0hhn0

damn old school music right there. haha. i cant believe im listening to it.