cartilage

so im thinking of getting my cartilage pierced tomorrow? idk yet..probably..maybe..but im scared it will hurt..its alright if it does i just want to do it..i want to get my septum pierced but i cant just go out and do it yet.my dad wants me to take small steps..
anyways..this past week..has been crazy! softball and school has taken my life...HA. =] i have all A's and B's except for one lousy class.chemistry..i told my chem teacher id try harder though. so i am now.

last night was scary but fun with guadalupe..scaring yourself is stupid but oh welll

lately..life has been flying by..i look at my grades and they are A's and B's with the exception of chem..it felt like yesterday my grades were so bad..what happened? anyways..work..its crazy..why do we need to work? ha. stupid question. today work went by fast since some managers werent there..i should probably be studying for tomorrows test..but ill pass it..lol. im so tired..and i just looked at the time..crazy! im ready for bed...but i have alot to do..so lately, ive been feeling better then i had been..its nice..
this morning..lizzy parked in front of me..and i was still in my car listening to music..and i was waiting for lizzy to get out..but she never did until i did...hmmm? i was hoping she'd get out first..hey lizzy guess what, since we have a game tomorrow, i can wear my jersey =] goodnight.

hm

lately..ive been in pretty weird moods..tonight was tough..but its better..i miss people..i really wanna talk to my friends who i havent talked to in a while..i miss them..ive been making so many decisions lately, and idk where im going with them..are they helping me out? or are they just there to make life more difficult? idk..i have alot on my mind..too much to deal with..