its been a while..

i dont know what exactly inspired me to write a blog..i just felt the need to for some odd reason..work had been pretty busy lately..but im glad i got the past three days off! it was good to just chill..i have this feeling right now that i need to try to over achieve everything at school which wont happen..i dont know why i feel that way..i do though..i have work in less than 30 minutes..i dont want to go..but i have to..its kind of my job..im still tired even tho i am always sleeping in! lately i have been laying in bed at night til way late not being able to go to sleep..and sleeping in til 12..its not healthy but i cant really do anything else..i had to wake up early because of work which i honestly thought i would over sleep. but i woke up surprisingly..gah my car is in the shop so i have to use my parents..i have to go the speedlimit! not just because its my parents car but because of tickets..i dont want one..another one...haha. i think im going to santa cruz today? idk. depends if i feel up to it..we'll see how i feel after work.