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every night for the past week ive been having bad dreams..someone i love is always involved..its weird..i wake up in fear but then realize its not true..what is this? idk..i want them to stop..its not healthy..it happens when i go to bed earlier than 11..coincadental? however you spell that word..well today will be interesting for many reasons..hopefully i get my sadies tickets today at lunch? i gotta go get the money..crap! =] im kinda tired of work..everytime i go in..i feel like its a punishment..when its not.i just need more to look forward to..i have a hard time at practice wanting to tell her to to leave us alone..i mean the result in it yesterday was doing 40 pushups..doesnt seem hard..but after doing planks, you cant lift anything..i did them..but whatever..hm i might go get riley then get starbucks? idk..i told him id pick him up before school..