more of today.

its just hard to take on what others are giving me and telling me when i have my own stuff going on..its hard. i never know what to say. i feel bad..but theres not much i can do..i need to start doing things for myself..not others.i gotta realize whats important in life, and what isnt. I am always living on the safe side, which isnt bad, but i need to start taking risks. its pretty tough though..idk..im tired of the same day to day routine..i want something different. more action in my life or something. i want new things to happen. experience new things. its getting boring..