been so upset with an adult figure.
they way he shot me down today..it just hurt. especially in front of people. Then sending me lower only to have me "babysit" them. thats not a try out. Thats a babysit and be bored type of day. I give my all at soccer, or pretty much anything I do..but he just doesn't care and thinks i belong somewhere else. what happened to, 5 days of try outs? I am about to just say fuck soccer and get a move on with my life. If he is going to be rude to me, i cant handle it. Having me feel like I need practice is one thing, but to make me feel like im worthless, not working. Im getting upset everytime. its hard. i just want to break down everytime. It sucks. I dont like crying in front of others..but today i did. it hurts. gah.
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